Every day of my life.

I'm Meredith. 23.
| 5'4 | HW: 245 | CW: 91
| Before/after

Introvert to the extreme. I tend to over analyze everything anyone says or does. I have a best friend, who is also my amazing boyfriend.
Determined, driven. Lost 100+ pounds. Eating disordered. Still going and I will never be the same. Some days I fight against my disorder, other days I embrace it. I'm struggling.
This blog is simply a reflection of me.
I'm obsessed and in love with Italy. I lived in Florence for two months and I believe it's where I truly belong.. but for now, I'm stuck in a horrible place.
I just post what I like. Fashion. Weight loss stuff. Art. Travel. Europe. Animals. Disney. Etc.
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starious' theme
  • phone: rings
  • me: no

yeswearesecrets:

Today i realized that maybe i won’t never eat like i used to. I have fear for like… everything, i can barely eat salad without feeling guilty! I just don’t know what to do, nobody seems to understand that…

  • me: eats a meal
  • me: wow im never eating again
  • me: why am i still hungry
  • me: fuck i'm so full
  • me: i want chocolate
  • me: no
  • me: yes
  • me: no
  • me: yes
  • me: die already

velvetrowse:

Its unbelievable how society is cruel to one another, society is like a conspiracy encouraging anorexia, self-harm, racism, oppression and forcing us into careers which weren’t our childhood dream. But of course, society manipulates us to ignore this. So geht es in der Welt. Thats the way of the world.